‘Cause every place I go I take another place with me.– Bon Iver, Wisconsin (via winterwools)
i dont feel like anybody wants to spend any time with me at all anymore and i just want to leave this situation that we’re in right now, it’s so shit and just destroying everything i’ve worked for, and it is what I’VE worked for more than most other people who are throwing all this lecture bullshit on me.
i hate the lack of consideration that people seem to have for others. it fucking hurts sometimes and i just want to be alone where people can’t hide their own insecurities by playing on my fears and paranoia. i really feel like people genuinely don’t care what i’m saying most of the time, and i don’t know how to feel worthwhile again.
I want a late night adventure. I want someone to...
i used to love these so much :)
How wonderful it is that nobody need wait a single moment before starting to...– Anne Frank (via girlwithoutwings)
i want taller buildings and brighter lights and switches between loves and dreams to happen so much quicker around me. maybe i’ve forgotten a little bit of who i am in between the layers of wished-for scenarios. the lines are blurrier, the negatives were never developed and now i don’t have a reminder of the past to guide me back home. the way i see it, i’ve just spent way too...
just finished with sapeer’s birthday present - it’s 18 things for 18 years, some of them actually useful (like a jar of nutella) and some of them a bit less useful (like a 10 agorot coin, which is worth about 3 cents). but all of them have some meaning behind them and i hope she appreciates it anyway. :) it’s so difficult making presents for her on this year away because we just...
i am so sick of everyone here right now. everyone is just obsessed with other peoples’ lives and with criticizing everything someone else does. nobody gives a fuck what you think so just let people do what they want and stay the fuck out of their business! i just want to have a cry right now because people are just so damn frustrating. stop telling me what to do, stop yelling at me, stop...
We’re just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, year after year....– Wish You Were Here, Pink Floyd
hallelujah: xxx stars are finally open; your wrists unlocked and all the weight somehow took off when the gravity left and we ended up learning how to remain loyal from the rings that stay with saturn whats summer even good for besides being in birthday suits or pretending we know what our bodies are meant for, losing limbs inside another and spiderwebbing your legs and your arms, a...
right through the station, right through the skin
moonconversations: i want to trainwreck into you, destroy your ribcage and set fire to your soft tissues then kiss it all back whole again, break your arms so they better fit around me, cut your hair, call you beautiful, tell you that i am ruined without you, tell you my railroads turn to rubble once you stop steaming my way, they always have. derail me, hurl me through the train station windows...