September 2010
we are knives and we are etching our secrets into the surface of the earth so when the world grows with the promises of cautious youth we will leave the answers eleven feet underground for anyone who cares enough to dig. we have seen cities crumble and stars explode and clocks tick over into new milleniums while we swallowed each other’s trembling breath, we have sent wishes to the sun and...
i despise being fifteen. all the movies i want to see are R16! it frustrates me to no end, and i can’t even download any films because our homestay has used up all our downloading bandwithyness. grrr! only a month until i turn sixteen…. i’m expecting life to improve drastically! :)
i’m happy now even though the fast is tomorrow and i should be going to synagogue all day but i think i’m going to REBEL (ooooohhh) and not go because i’d rather hang out with my friends and it’s my first free weekend after exams and yeah, i want to enjoy it. :)
jewben:
The next 22 hours is a Jewish holiday where we fast and it hasn’t even been long only like 3 hours but so Fuckibg hungry o m g djdksiendlcp
MY LIFE.
there’s a huge storm hittin’ up new zealand and i adore storms so this is really fun and windy and rainy and thundery and lighteningy and generally very awesome! :3 i want to go for a walk but i think my brother would think i have some form of mental disorder…. plus i just read something about tornado warnings.. TORNADOES? shit really is goin’ down! but in other news i...
things we are (IV)
hallelujah:
when the moon hangs low, in the dead middle months, we are the radioactive fish hooks in the junkyard, stained brown with all the cheeks we have peeked inside of. we are the mop buckets, we are the tired gutters, we are the the ashes of the hoover dam. the bomb that blew up the eiffel tower. the bike that became a dragon that flew across the purple corners of the sky. towels wrapped...
-weareinvincible:
i am an emotional masochist. i want to hurt, to break down, to feel it all. i want you to feel it and i want to see you feeling it. hate and angst is worth it, if you would only feel it too. the beauty is in the destruction and crumbling brick walls. it’s the split lips and green-black eyes that refuse to heal; new on top of new. i want to feel like you. i want you to feel like...
now i feel like writing. no. BIOLOGY TALI, STUDY BIOLOGY. goddamn i have no motivation for exams anymore.
coffee shop soundtrack - all time low
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i want someone who will call me at 2am and ask me if i want to go for a drive. i want someone who will take me on road trips with just us and the open stretching streets ahead and we will stop and buy chips at service stations and talk about anything and everything and take photos and cross borders and laugh a lot and really know each other, understand and observe and appreciate the subtle...
noparmesanplease asked: notes would be fabulous thankyou!
good morning sunshine! the earth says…. PISS THE FUCK OFF I WANT TO GO BACK TO SLEEP AND NEVER HAVE TO WRITE SIX HOURS OF ESSAYS IN ONE DAY OH DEAR GOD PLEASE LET ME REST. I’M BEGGING YOU, HAVE MERCY!!!!!
Sleep.
The thing is, I actually like sleep. I love turning lights off and burying myself under covers and escaping into the wonderful world of lucid dreaming where I can do whatever the fuck I want, but most importantly, fly. The peace and calm and general comfort of sleep is amazing and believe me, I count down the hours until I can snuggle into my bed with my four pillows and three duvets (often...
noparmesanplease asked: http://fuckyeahswearing.tumblr.com = you
its actually very funny :)
its actually very funny :)
things to look foward to
end of exam week!
first semi-free weekend for two weeks
SYDNEY IN THE HOLIDAYS!
seeing all my sydney friends again
meeting galit!
being somewhere that isn’t home
NO SCHOOLWORK NO INTERNALS!
seminar in wellington over my birthday weekend
birthday dinner with wellington friends
birthday dinner with auckland friends
turning sixteen at long last!
sitting the last set of exams...
