i am off to sydney!
in an hour and a half! i shall get whatever sleep i can in that time period, then i’ll be up up and away out of new zealand :D i might have tumblr access sometimes but not regularly :3 and i’m meeting GALIT!!!!! wow, i really can’t wait to get over to aus! :) i hope everyone has an awesome two weeks! <3 xxxxx
i love big plans with best friends. <3
so today was lovely - i stayed at my friend’s last night and then we went out with a group until about two, then i went shopping with another friend in town. made some epic purchases - new pair of jeans, belt and tank top for $50 :D feeling very ready for sydney tomorrow, except for the fact that i haven’t packed and i have to catch a 4am shuttle! the weather is apparently incredibly...
and i still have to pack…. getting up at 3am shall be interesting….
damn so many things i need are in my room and i can’t go in there now because the homestay student is sleeping! grrrr. why did i ever agree to this room sacrifice business…
i just feel really terrible these days, like i’m the center of some big joke that everyone else is in on. and i hate it because i don’t know how to make myself better anymore and people send such mixed messages. they tell you not to try then they don’t want you the way you are. i think i’ve lost everything about me that was once unique or interesting and now i feel like...
we are the living and the breathing, the pulsing and the throbbing. we are the plants that snake and twine their way around gasping throats, callous fingers squeezing out every wisp of broken air. we are the dominant sunsets that cast a glow and strike freedom upon the land. we are the seasons, shaping the planet with constant revolution and reinvention. we are the dreams that push reality aside...
mum has decided to graciously volunteer my room to someone else’s homestay student for four days, so i’ve been kicked out to live on the couch until sunday. wonderful. as soon as i clean my room and make it AWESOME, i have to give it up! what a downbuzz… on the plus side, i’ll get a bit of the money we make from having a student living here direct to my bank account :3
so now i’m finally seeing all the flaws in you that i pushed out of my mind because i liked you so much. the problem is that even with all of these new realizations, i still don’t like you any less.
noparmesanplease: talikins: today was good but tomorrow will be even better. i am loving school life right now. :) tomorrow will be crazy awkward… nothing like a bit of crawkward to amp up my media studies experience! :D
bitteroblivion: talikins: today was good but tomorrow will be even better. i am loving school life right now. :) you’re loving school.. how?! ahh not so much the learning itself as the hilarious events that take place there! ;) i’ll actually miss it a lot next year!
today was good but tomorrow will be even better. i am loving school life right now. :)
REBLOG IF YOU'RE FROM AUCKLAND, NEW ZEALAND.
fcukwithestars: So a potential tumblr meet-up in auckland could happen. but we sort of need to know how many people are keen, to see if its even worth doing or not. so. REBLOG, NOW. if you’re interested! spread the word. :D
jewben: seeing and meeting so many people over the next week. I need to kidnapp Tali when she comes. I’m so excited. KIDNAP ME! KIDNAP ME! i won’t protest :3 i can’t wait to meet you!
wow tali got enough dessert there?!
om nom nom nom, how i love thee despite thy uncanny resemblance to vomit.
so tonight turned out nicer than i expected because i went to town with my friend to get giapo gelato for dessert and it was NOM. <3 totally worth the $6 if you ask me!
anskipants: talikins: it’s times like this i wish i could drive just so i could go and get myself some starbucks. sad? perhaps. :D want me to come pick you up? ;) fuck i would NOT say no to such an offer haha you have no idea what this craving is like! or maybe you do :P :P
it’s times like this i wish i could drive just so i could go and get myself some starbucks. sad? perhaps. :D
things i want right now
starbucks white hot chocolate uppercut soy and honey chicken chips letter and envelope set calculus to die forever summer
noparmesanplease asked: I would recommend; t-kins, brothello, homeskillet
you are the true homeskillet
you are the true homeskillet
jeanni: As you can see from my last posts ive been completely inspired. Its like ive had an epiphany or something like that. Its kind of funny too cause everyone can see my realisation (by everyone i mean my three followers. Ily Tali, Courtney & Will) that im going to live everyday like im a bubble. Sounds weird i know but this is what im going to live by. Im going to live like Im going to...
this weekend has been good. actually, i’ve felt like crap for a majority of it, but you know, it’s been good. i finally had a chance to leave the house after two weekends spent cooped up studying and finishing internals, even if it was only for an hour or two. i also went to the synagogue and it was kind of peaceful even though i feel so weird and out of place there now. things are...
i remember a beautiful photograph that we took two years ago when things were undoubtedly easier than they are today. i’m trying to recreate this magic. my crayons are cheap and my fingers are shaky but i’m desperately trying to draw this perfect picture and do it some justice. i want things to be the same. i want us all together and smiling and enjoying ourselves like the sun never...
the pros and cons of breathing / fall out boy
i have made a new playlist on iTunes.
it’s entitled “FFFFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU” and is full of ANGRY ANGRY ANGRY songs for when i feel like “punching a motherfucker” as i like to phrase it so eloquently. :D it’s very therapeutic!
i want to know you. i want to know everything about you. i want to know when you wake up in the morning and who you think about before you go to sleep. i want to know what makes you happy and what you’re hiding so carefully just wishing that someone will coax it out of you. because i want that someone to be me, every time. and this isn’t about one special person, this isn’t some...
ANGRY POST! RAWR! ANGER!
ANGRY. our homestay nommed all the bandwidth so mum tried to block her laptop from the internet with some password but she doesn’t really know what she’s doing so she ended up blocking MY internet so i have to sneak onto her extremely slow stone age laptop which lags about twenty seconds with each letter i type! grrrr. additionally, my brother just got really angry at me for swearing?!...
i make plans to break plans and i’ve been planning something big, planning something big. - the phrase that pays / the academy is…