May 2010
the whole world is watching, you haven't come this...
annieuseyourtelescope: rapidash:(via wetepentz)
May 31st
Listeninto the airwaves - jack’s mannequin
May 31st
TALI
whydontwebreathe: seeing as Takapuna isn’t exactly close to your place, do you wanna stay at mine that night? :D gah i would LOVE to, but i have regionals the next day and have to be at the pool by 10am so it probably wouldn’t work to be so far away from home at that time :( but thank you for the offer! :3 i shall work on my parents re: coming at all and let you know shortly :D xx
May 31st
‘cause you can’t jump the track we’re like cars on a cable and life’s like an hourglass glued to the table. 
May 31st
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May 30th
lost a follower for that last post o.o
May 30th
.kcuF: One of my friends, she’s so against... →
One of my friends, she’s so against everything. She doesn’t drink, she doesn’t smoke or do drugs. The only guy she’s ever done, well ANYTHING with is her boyfriend. I’m not saying she has to go out and do shit, I mean it’s her life, but whenever I tell her something she just disapproves of it. The… i have to say i disagree with this, and maybe it’s just because i am ‘that...
May 30th
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i really hate using my tumblr for ‘bitching’ because it makes me feel like a whiny teenager, but i guess that’s what i am so i may as well embrace it ;)   this post turned out really long so i’ll stick a read more break in here :) basically my underwater hockey team wants to buy new team togs (“bathers” for all you aussies!) to wear for nationals, but they...
May 30th
wtf i used the phrase 'absolutely adore' in both...
May 30th
i get these ideas about scenarios that i would absolutely adore to have happen to me so i write about them and for that time it’s a release, and then when i read over them i feel so disappointed that i can’t just make them happen now.
May 30th
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I used to be young and free, worried about my...
(via homesickletters) i thought nobody else liked/heard/knew this song and i absolutely adore it! :)
May 30th
i think there’s like a formula that a word has to follow in order for me to like it. in fact i know what it is, it’s all about the placement of the letter ‘i’ in a word. and if there is no ‘i’ then it’s even more complex. maybe i shall attempt explaining it sometime! i think words are absolutely amazing.
May 29th
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my favourite words.
rainbow, amazing, silk, music, incredible, smile, summer, wonderful, sparkle, pretty, ice, beautiful, inspire, frequency, fabulous, letters, fire, epic, tears, camera, ricochet, heaven, dream, shine, whisper, intricate, melody, caramel, gravity, laugh, coast, telescope, spill, autumn, pumpkin, golden, quiet, perfect, lovely, unique, echo, sunrise, ink, present, fall, shadow, tunnel, twilight, joy,...
May 29th
today is going to be a heck of a lot better than yesterday! :) i’m currently getting ready to go shopping (and dad’s giving me a lift into town which saves me a good $4 bus money!) and then my friend is coming around tonight to do some baking with me as our friend is having an 18th tea party-themed thingy tomorrow afternoon :D it should be a nice chill weekend!
May 29th
mum just came into my room to find a book for “light bedtime reading”. she began scanning my bookshelf for a read… guess which one she stumbles upon. INVISIBLE MONSTERS. i had to rapidly divert her attention before she took it off the shelf and investigated further! close call…
May 28th
wow, so i thought chilling with the fam would help? no, not at all. because we can’t even have dinner together without a fight. “I NEED MORE RUNNING SHOES!” oh my god if i can get a job and buy my own clothes and i’m two years younger than him WHY CAN’T MY BROTHER?  of course this escalates into a fullscale argument between him and my dad about him doing nothing for...
May 28th
one of the worst days ever :(
today just got progressively worse until i eventually just broke down because of all of it. i’m not going to have a massive bitch here but i just am finding everything really unfair at the moment. people who i’ve always made exceptions for are turning against me and i absolutely hate that feeling of being used. i make a million efforts for some of my friends and their behavior leaves...
May 28th
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May 27th
you make me laugh and scream and rip myself apart and cry and smile and let everything go and just breathe. you count my pounding heartbeats and stay with me until they settle, steady and slow like the rhythmic tapping of fingers on the side of a guitar. you teach me how to love. you take me to untouched lands and tell me to create my own path. you let me make my own mistakes and show me what it...
May 26th
I'm converting this to my blog-blog because I wake...
georgedawson: Hope you fullas don’t mind. i’m happy happy happy george I LOVE YOU! i don’t tell you that shit enough. ;) 
May 26th
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ruby-dreams: emmaforeverago: i’ve never been kissed either neither have i. but i guess it doesn’t bother me. because i’d rather it be with someone i care about. i actually only half believe you guys because you’re both incredibly pretty :) 
May 26th
you drive a beaten up old car with a stereo that we always have on, but never blast. it plays songs that no-one else knows, so we can smile and pretend every lyric was written by our hearts. the music is muffled by the sounds of our voices that never stop talking, even in silence. we discuss life and death and everything you always wanted to talk about but never knew how to bring up. here in the...
May 25th
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Tali likes Putting Your Dick in the Vacuum...
(via galiiit) GEORGE MADE ME DO IT!  i just went and took my last name out after seeing how much shit pops up when i google myself. i should be more careful online x.x 
May 25th
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May 25th
NEVER NOT GIVIN' BIRTH TO A TRICYCLE.: w o w okay. →
By comparing Germany’s Nazi holocaust and America’s abortion holocaust you’ll see there is practically no difference between the mindset of holocaust then and now. As with slavery in early America, killing Jews in Nazi Germany, or killing babies in America today — just because something is legal… this is so horrible to me- that people would use the Holocaust as a grounds of comparison to...
May 24th
step into my quiet violence.
May 23rd
i like being cold. that prickly feeling when a tingle runs under your skin and makes you shiver. it’s not comfortable and it’s not soothing. but it makes me remember that i am not weak. i am not asleep, drifting in warmth. i am awake and thinking and working everything out, no matter how confused and shaken i am feeling. that sharp chill may not be pleasant, but it’s a reminder,...
May 23rd
what is the ask box thingy, how do you get one, how does it work etc etc? :)
May 23rd
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May 23rd
TIGHTS!
thatcoolpanini: talikins: chillin’ on skype with neenz with a pair of demolished tights over my head. YEEEEEBOIIII.  LOOKING LIKE A FOOL WITH YOUR TIGHTS ON YOUR FACE!! it’s just my grunge phase ;) you love it neens you love it!
May 22nd
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TIGHTS!
chillin’ on skype with neenz with a pair of demolished tights over my head. YEEEEEBOIIII. 
May 22nd
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in some ways, i think that gay relationships are actually far more natural and make so much more sense than straight ones. 
May 21st
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May 19th
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May 19th
Reality means you live until you die. The real...
— Chuck Palahniuk the real truth is i am a disappointment in anything and everything i try to do. 
May 18th
Put your Itunes on shuffle and make a list of the...
whydontwebreathe: iamsilent:(via dearest-enemy) 1. Something Corporate 2. The Corrs 3. Escape The Fate 4. Cobra Starship 5. All Time Low 6. Demi Lovato 7. The Academy Is… 8. Jack’s Mannequin 9. Fall Out Boy 10. Kelly Clarkson 11. Gym Class Heroes 12. Miley Cyrus (bound to turn up!) 13. Owl City 14. Paramore 15. High School Musical (ok getting embarassing) 16. The Hush Sound 17. Tal...
May 18th
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stressed out x 10000
fuuuuuccckkkk! exams are in 3 weeks and although my study’s been going fantastically so far, i feel like i’m never going to be able to keep up this crazy schedule. as well as study there’s the piles of internals and homework that i’m drowning in. i’m missing underwater hockey trainings and skipping habo on sundays sometimes just to keep up with it. and i still have to...
May 18th
i love my leather jacket.
(via bitter-oblivion) I’M SO JEALOUS CATHERINE. I WANT ONE SO BADLY. OMGGGG.
May 17th
Its true, romance is dead.: People complaining... →
Seriously??? You shouldn’t complain, because well, its ILLEGAL for adults to be providing alcohol to minors in places like that. The police are only doing their job by stopping it happening. I’m going to my ball, but not the afterball. Even if my parents were okay with me going to the afterball,…
May 16th
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May 16th
Listenall over you - the spill canvas
May 16th
i bought my ball dress! :)
it’s short with a ruffly bottom bit. zebra print vertical stripes, strapless with a black ribbony bow thing around the middle :D it feels all satiny and i LOVE it!  so glad that it’s finally sorted, and now i can move on to the little details like shoes, hair, makeup, accessories, etc! it’s going to be fun. :)  also i have decided that i NEED a leather jacket. i saw an awesome...
May 16th
May 15th
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i hear fireworks go off outside, i look at the clock, it’s 11:11pm and i know what i’m wishing for tonight. :) 
May 14th
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May 14th
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facebook just killed "LOL jk"s for me :(
they’re being incredibly overused (kind of like turbans and kate’s party…. and jbiebz) and now they’re just being not funny. down to the frickin buzz.
May 13th
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feeling a tad buzzy
i got hypnotised tonight and it was all like WOAH why am i dancing with a mop. yeah. so that was fun but highly embarassing haha
May 13th
‘take me out tonight, ‘cause i wanna see people and i wanna see lights’ - anberlin 
May 12th
ok that was a depressing 300th post. oh well :)
May 11th
 why don’t you trust me? i don’t know what more i can do to prove that i’m here and that i care and that i can keep your secrets. it breaks my heart that you tell people who don’t care about you half as much as i do. i’ve always been here and i’m not leaving any time soon.
May 11th