February 2010
lisha
i don’t use this formspring anymore but i’ll check it to see the pw, http://www.formspring.me/talikins :)
it’s so hard to burn bridges when all your friends have 349724897 more leading to the same place. also i don’t know if i really want to, because i like you so much and you’re generally amazing to be around. but you can be such a dick! and i don’t think anyone deserves to feel shut out of someone else’s life like they don’t matter despite how much they do for...
when i’m watching america’s next top model, i can’t help but imagine all the popular girls at my school on the show. it would be completely hilarious. i can just picture what they would wear and say and all the bitchiness that would go on. someone should defs film a top model episode at my school, it would be amazing.
5 days till paramore, 13 days till cobra starship!...
i’m so excited! i will be stealing sam’s concert virginity for paramore, and of course i will be with george & co for cobra which is equally epic!
i have a purely cobra/paramore playlist chillin’ on my iTunes now so i can be fully amped for this epic two weeks ahead! :)
i’m inspired by you but i could never look anything like you no matter how hard i tried. i’m okay as me though. :)
:)
i don’t really have that much to report these days except that everything is going along swimmingly and life is pretty sweet :) i’m on top of all of my homework, i’ve started working again ($$$!), all my debts have been paid off, and i think everything is panning out beautifully. i feel a lot more independent than i have in a while and it’s incredibly relieving to have this...
bitter-oblivion:
I’m in class and all i can hear is the Top Gear show at the ASB showgrounds next door.
i want to go.
i have free tickets for tonight to give away!
i am sick :(
which sucks as it is athletics day today and i was actually looking foward to having a bit of fun! instead i’m chillin like a villain at home coughing in a rather unpleasant manner. :P and all of the second-hand smoke from last night (i swear every single person within 20m of me at the park had a cigarette) deffo didn’t help my chest. cocksucker!
i quite like where things are. it means that the only person who can fix them is me so i have the chance and the power to make everything better. it’s good. i hate it when problems relate to other people, so you have to depend on them to solve their half of it. and they don’t even know when they have to, so you have to wait it out. i’m quite happy now. i wish i could post things...
things to learn how to do
start assignments earlier than 1:22am
not go to sleep for three hours after school
sleep earlier than 4am
not deprive myself of slumber
establish decent sleeping patterns
stop playing cards in study period
(even though it’s super fun)
and do work instead
thatcoolpanini:
Well what the hell am I gonna think about now that i can’t think about you anymore?
come on msn and talk to me, my dearest? :) xx
i never understand when people say they don’t want to live forever, and that after a certain time they’d want to die. i think it is perhaps because i enjoy life so much. but even if i didn’t, why would the alternative be any more favourable? i don’t understand how someone could prefer to fling themselves into this abyss that is so unknown. i think i just find the idea of...
do not let this universe regret you.
dooooownbuzz.
pretty much.
8:30pm bedtime. it's really weird calling this...
i'm a mess, and you're worse
tonight i screw up my sleeping patterns again.
7pm bedtime, 3am wakeup, get on a plane to melbourne!
life is pretty sweet. i had a lot of fun at school today. the cake i made josh was win. om nom nom nom. <3
