April 2010
the amazing moment is here; i’m finally on school holidays! :)
there’s a lot going on for me these holidays! tomorrow i go to wellington to visit my best friend for a weekend, then on the 7th i leave for an incredible 3 week trip to poland and israel with a group of jewish school students from australia who are around my age. :) it’s going to be absolutely epic and i...
March 2010
i love this time of night. everyone’s deeper and more open and honest. people who you only ever talked to about superficial, typical school-chat things suddenly come out of their shell and you can have a real conversation with them. i love it. i love properly sharing thoughts and really connecting with someone. i think i’m a tiny bit addicted to the feeling of trusting someone and them...
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talikins:
i can never understand how some parents freely provide their kids with alcohol. sure, i’m a good girl who doesn’t drink, doesn’t smoke, doesn’t do drugs and probably never will. but i think it’s just fundamentally wrong for parents, who are supposed to protect and somewhat shelter their kids, to actually give them alcohol and be perfectly happy to watch them get...
i can never understand how some parents freely provide their kids with alcohol. sure, i’m a good girl who doesn’t drink, doesn’t smoke, doesn’t do drugs and probably never will. but i think it’s just fundamentally wrong for parents, who are supposed to protect and somewhat shelter their kids, to actually give them alcohol and be perfectly happy to watch them get...
Oh My Gryffindor: During Sex game (: →
newcancernat:
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Hold Me Tight During Sex
Wasted During Sex
Wetter During Sex
You’ll Never Guess Who Died During Sex
Say Aah during sex
Sliding Down The Pole During Sex
We Are Golden DURING SEX
is it progression if a cannibal uses a fork during sex?
it’s gonna be hard …
We’ve Got A Big Mess on Our Hands During Sex
i love when someone you love talks about something they love and their face lights up and their eyes sparkle and they talk really fast and they’re so happy.
i love it even more when the thing they love is you though.
i hate goodbyes.
ahoy-amberley:
especially long, drawn out ones. no, scratch that.. i love long drawn out ones but i always wish they were longer.
i totally agree :) i’m always the person trying to drag hugs out for as long as humanly possible and getting all sentimental when it comes to parting.
i always look out for people until i see the last sight of them so i can think of the last image i have of...
24 hours :)
i’ve learnt quite a lot over the past 24 hours in a really awesome chill way and that just makes me really happy :)
last night i had a 3 hour skype call with one of my oldest friends and he’s always entertaining and incredible and i really enjoyed that, because we hadn’t caught up in ages and we were laughing over the same stuff we laughed at 2 years ago…and it was still...
@talikins
benatrix:
heyy isn’t it likee
1 or 2am in new zealand rn?
aren’t you tired haha
why yes, it was :P but see, i had this beastly internal/essay/assignment thing to do that had to be done at all costs, so i didn’t get to sleep until around 3 and now i’m up again finishing it! :) time management fail on my part haha.
on a side note, i love following you & seeing adorable...
chillin' like a villain
soooooo it’s now midnight of the day my media studies internal that’s worth 4 credits is due in and i am still yet to embark on this grand mission :(
i really need to work on this internal because it’s important. procrastation has to end sometime soon! seriously…
…although it’s kind of a part of me. just siting here nomming on chocolate chips and pondering...
AUCKLAND TUMBLR MEETUP →
drowninginmyfears:
weareinvincible-:
drowninginmyfears:
okay for some reason the page says 8pm, BUT IT IS SUPPOSED TO BE 1PM! I’ll try get it changed
click the link to rsvp :)
again, please reblog so we can get the word out to other people, even if you dont live in auckland but have auckland people following you!!
oh baby you're a classic, like a little black...
you’re a faded moon stuck on a little hot mess.
life is such a beautiful thing. i sometimes can’t even get over how wonderful it is to live and breathe and see amazing things. i want everyone to feel the way i feel about dark places with oceans and rocks and crashing and raw nature and just. life. :)
talikins :3
amber-eyes:
i just thought i should let you know, that you’re delightful :)
thank you SO much!! <3 this really made my day, thank you thank you thank you! :) i think the same of you; i’ve been following your blog silently liking your posts for a wee bit now and i think you are amazing :3 thank you again! xxx
i wish my world was as broken as yours so i could actually help you. i hate knowing that your life is crashing down and i can’t give anything more than i have. everything is coming to a climax now and we have to make decisions. i don’t want anything to tear us apart, and i want what’s right for you. but i don’t know what that is yet and i’m trying to separate my own...
I solemnly swear that I am up to no good.: I want... →
I want to write something amazing. Something dripping with sickly sweet adjectives, full of so much description that you can taste it with so much passion and glory. Something filled with dark, hidden meanings, full of so many secrets that you can see my past with all its horror and pain….
Something like this?
say one thing to me and then do the opposite a second later…
“i wish you would just be real with me.”
http://translationparty.com/#6914853
fangs up, bitches.
because i had the most amazing night in a long time last night! :)
meeting cobra starship. loveliest people ever!
giving nate my letter because i thought he looked the most trustworthy and then suarez was all “oh so i don’t look trustworthy?” teehee.
gabe had his palm out so i was like oh ok does he want my iPod to sign now? but he actually wanted to shake my hand so i had to...
getting a little more excited for tomorrow….
i’m just not happy, even though there’s nothing wrong. i don’t know why. i just feel messy and disorganized and like i’m not maximising life right now.
tl;dr (i just need a place to vent)
there’s just no reason to make someone feel like they’re not funny or interesting and i wouldn’t do it to anybody but today i just kept getting put down continuously and it really sucked. especially when it happened in the place that i’m supposed to feel most comfortable in; habo. why do people think it’s fine to speak so harshly to others? it’s really not and...
i can't believe i'm casually meeting cobra...
is this as amazing in real life as it is in my head?
Because nothing is as perfect as you can imagine it. - Chuck Palahniuk
thatcoolpanini:
In English analysing the poem “The Seasons.”
Ms Mclaughlin: And the mountains symbolise the bald old men…
Anna: It reminds me of that bald guy in the newspapers…what’s his name?
Nina: David Bain?
Yeah it was a be there moment. Fun times in English =)
that poem turned up in the close reading section for last year’s external level 2 eng exam! i had absolutely no clue...
thatcoolpanini:
talikins:
i want to go to a beautiful place by myself. where the ocean meets the rocks or the sunshine hits the snow. and where it’s cold and i’m shivering. i don’t know, i just think this would be so perfect. i get inspired by pictures easily because they make me realize that places like that do exist in the world. i just have to find them.
This is such a poetic post, I am...
i want to go to a beautiful place by myself. where the ocean meets the rocks or the sunshine hits the snow. and where it’s cold and i’m shivering. i don’t know, i just think this would be so perfect. i get inspired by pictures easily because they make me realize that places like that do exist in the world. i just have to find them.
i am working on my cheshire cat outfit for tomorrow :D
i have black and white stripy long johns and top, black and white stripey toe socks on my feet and hands, and black kitty ears taped to my headband.
i look thoroughly ridiculous but i hope the little kids at the programme i’m leading tomorrow will appreciate it.
bitches better, because this shit’s legit! :)
now i gotta sleep...
thatcoolpanini:
talikins:
i want to go on a journey. i don’t care where, i just want to be in a car with someone i love or someone i don’t know at all and just drive.
I’m keen, give me a year and I can have my full then I’ll do the driving =)
:) you me sapsy. hit the road. 2012 after shnat year.
i want to go on a journey. i don’t care where, i just want to be in a car with someone i love or someone i don’t know at all and just drive.
i want somewhere i can call my home. only mine and not shared with everyone else. somewhere that can reflect me on every wall and inspire me to do everything. i truly think it starts with where you live.
double standards can suck my dick.
no matter how much i grow up, i never get any older.
paramore!
i had the most amazing time at paramore tonight :)
gapping it straight from school to the stadium
trying so hard to shun the people who blatantly pushed in front of people who had been waiting for 5+ hours
making new friends from napier in the line
begging our friends on their way to buy us subway
FINALLY getting subway and how amazing those cookies tasted
the extreme state of average that...
annieuseyourtelescope:
I really need to write a big post and get my feelings out, but I have no time, and everything is eating away inside of me. gjladjgaodkdngkad
i know what you mean! i get that heaps! i think you should just go for it really. it does feel so much better after, and there’s always time. :)
i’m scared that the life i’m mapping out for myself is not the right one. right now i’m fine, but what about tomorrow? or they day after? there is just no way for me to tell if i’m doing this whole ‘living’ thing right, and it’s not exactly like i get a second chance if i screw it up. i used to look foward to the dream of a happy tomorrow but more and more, i’m finding myself more satisfied with...
love you too lisha :3
and now it’s sleepytime. :)
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LI$HA: hi guys hi, →
would you all be able to do something for me? it’s only something little. :) i just want you all to make a playlist of like 10 of your fav songs or 10 songs that you love or whateverrrr as long as it’s 10 songs. i wanna put the playlists on my ipod and then when i’m feeling a little down i can…
1) Whisper Something Fragile - The Cab
2) The Unwinding Cable Car - Anberlin
3) Rag Doll -...
so my biggest fear in life is that everything that makes me special, unique and interesting will fail me and i’ll turn into one big pile of average. i don’t want to be that overlooked person, so dull and simple that they’re not worth getting to know. i’d rather be terrible than be boring because life is nothing if you don’t leave your mark.