January 2010
ah, bandslash, how you make my heart hurt and...
i just read “one nightmare, two kisses, three reasons to wake up in the morning” on camilla’s mibba account, but it says it was written by brandii. whoever wrote it, it was amazing and i loved it :D
@talikins
annieuseyourtelescope:
Thankyou! I’m seventeen, and I just got lots of little things, jewelry, money, dvds, clothes etc.
nawgh, lovely! :D well enjoy the remaining few hours of your bday! :) xx
yeahwhynot:
talikins:
tattoos and a switchblade attitude snakebite heart with a bubblegum smile.
I have a present for you! If you don’t have them already.
a present for me? what? please inform me what you be referrin’ to sapsycat! <3
tattoos and a switchblade attitude snakebite heart with a bubblegum smile.
things to do before school starts
finish organizing my bedside table & drawers
clean out school bag and pack it with stationery
check if uniform fits me/new white shirt looks decent
get phone topped up so i have credit again
remake bed and put on new pillowcases
clean room in general
organize scrapbooking stuff
finalise peer support stuff for tuesday
post package to carmelle (yeah i still haven’t)
...
stop making plans ; start making sense.
nothing is just for fun anymore. everything has to have some sort of reason, some long-term benefit, some kind of “look at yourself ten years from now” crap.
what if i just want to look at myself the way i am now? what’s so wrong with me as i am? i want to do what’s going to be right for me right now and take it as it comes, but everything has to have some deeper meaning;...
sapeer...
A O I C U being amazing. :) i love you.
thatcoolpanini:
talikins:
it’s like a switch was flipped inside of me and suddenly i can’t stop doubting myself. i can’t leave a room of people without wondering if they’re going to talk shit about me as soon as i’m gone. i would quite like the confidence i used to have back, because i used to really like who i am. i wish we were all strong enough without having to depend on the love of other...
it’s like a switch was flipped inside of me and suddenly i can’t stop doubting myself. i can’t leave a room of people without wondering if they’re going to talk shit about me as soon as i’m gone. i would quite like the confidence i used to have back, because i used to really like who i am. i wish we were all strong enough without having to depend on the love of other...
express yourself in a chunk of text, a little block of words that’s supposed to make some random halfway around the world think you’re special and interesting. tell a stranger your problems because there’s no way in hell your actual friends would be able to help. and even if they could, you’re too wrapped up in thinking that you’re just SO unique that nobody else...
rip yourself open, sew yourself shut
sometimes i feel like i have lived my whole life wrong up until now. like i made all the wrong decisions, and that there was a whole different path out there for me that would have been better but i didn’t choose it. i don’t know if i was meant to take it because maybe the path i did take made me who i am. i just want to know if that’s who i was meant to be.
maybe i have to just...
the grass is greener on the other side
anywhere was home; we’re almost here again.
yougoglencoco:
i feel like if i dont like the way i look the only way i can make that better is to get skinnier
and i feel like i can only get skinnier if i starve myself
1) your thinking is seriously wack :(
2) you’re really really pretty
3) i’m not lying :)
my back has been breaking from this heavy heart.
force our smiles, baby, half-dead.
thatcoolpanini:
talikins:
i finally have a working phone again after a phoneless month :)
i had a nice picnic on the beach with my best friend for lunch :)
now i’m making my friend’s leaving card then getting ready for her leaving party tonight :) as she is moving back to america :(
generally a pretty smiley day though :)
tomorrow i have to go into school to confirm my subjects…what the...
i finally have a working phone again after a phoneless month :)
i had a nice picnic on the beach with my best friend for lunch :)
now i’m making my friend’s leaving card then getting ready for her leaving party tonight :) as she is moving back to america :(
generally a pretty smiley day though :)
tomorrow i have to go into school to confirm my subjects…what the hell, where...
“if women are going to drive motor cars around, they should learn to operate one...”
– caractacus potts, chitty chitty bang bang
see that some amazing person has posted the...
thatcoolpanini:
talikins:
know how tonight is going to pan out. :)
nah bro, if you’re going to watch an entire movie on youtube, then make it CHARLIE BARTLETT.
HAEEELL no.
chitty is the shit(ty)!
see that some amazing person has posted the...
know how tonight is going to pan out. :)
i need money. a lot of it.
why do we have to have money to be able to go places and have fun? it sucks.
annieuseyourtelescope
annieuseyourtelescope:
talikins:
from what i know of you through following you for a little bit of time now, i think you are completely awesome. :) just saying, i thought you should probably know. and i think formspring and anonymousness is kind of weak, so here it is broadcasted in the open - I THINK YOU ARE COOL. :)
i think people should all go and follow her. :)
awrrr! :3 you are...
i know the world's a broken bone; but melt your...
yougoglencoco:
at the junior version of the school i go to
we had ESCALATORS
no stairs
just escalators
but this year we have stairs. thigh workout and a half
I MISS OUR ESCALATOR. except not how it always stopped working if there were too many people on it and then you just had to climb up a stationary escalator. HOWEVER in general, i loved that escalator. <3
i love how there are some people who when they come online on facebook, i open a conversation window on fb chat with them even though i would never dare to talk to them just so i can watch when they’re online and offline… jedwabandarran
i feel smothered.
being around people 24/7 seemed like such a good plan. being totally busy seemed like the best way to enjoy this summer. and i have so far, but this feeling of constantly having to see and entertain people is so unsatisfying. i just want to be alone but i’m busy all the way up to when school starts again in two weeks.
and now i have to go out again. arrrghhhh! hopefully i...
annieuseyourtelescope
from what i know of you through following you for a little bit of time now, i think you are completely awesome. :) just saying, i thought you should probably know. and i think formspring and anonymousness is kind of weak, so here it is broadcasted in the open - I THINK YOU ARE COOL. :)
i think people should all go and follow her. :)
today me, sarah & natana made our own dresses. like bought fabric, cut out the patterns, sewed them ourselves. all that shizz. took 10 hours and mine still isn’t completely finished, but they look awesome, and there’s this amazing satisfaction and pride out of making it yourself - it’s so cool!
tomorrow is going to be half just me which is amazing. i don’t know what...
i would quite like to be one of those cool artistic people who sit and play scrabble in coffee shops in exquisite clothes looking amazing
instead, i’m clumsy and messy and too busy and always a little bit confused and never quite completely in control
i think it’s a pretty decent subsitute though, i don’t think i would change myself even if i could…
but i think sometimes...
last night i saw my world explode.
i’m really inspired right now, i want to go and build a house on the moon, but i cant because i’m me and i’m little and stuck right where i am. :/
highlights of today…
living in starbucks
watching natana haggle two dresses to $130
buying new skirt from opshop
chilling in a hanging basket
sarah seeing her first prostitute
singing tik tok on the swings
getting an entire dinner & dessert for $5
i am quite tired and i still need to unpack and clean my room :( tomorrow i am going to see charlotte and scrapbook - i am...
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Do you know any good masturbation techniques?
HORNBAG.
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thatcoolpanini:
talikins:
Do you love me? :O first question that came to mind :P
If you are who I’m guessing, then yes, of course I love you!!!! :)
Ask me anything
it fully was who you thought it was :) guessing win :)
peepz instinct. ;) loveyoulongtime panini.
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Would you like a bong for your birthday?
No, I would probably throw it in the bin or burn it or something straight away. :P So that would be an epic waste of munz. :)
Ask me anything
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Do you love me? :O first question that came to mind :P
If you are who I’m guessing, then yes, of course I love you!!!! :)
Ask me anything
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What do you want me to ask you willis?
anything homeslice. :)
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http://www.formspring.me/talikins
i don’t know how these things work but everyone seems to have one so someone use mine… :D
thatcoolpanini:
talikins:
lemon in your tea cherry in your sweet spices on your meat you’d be jelly without me.
Legs without the run
sex without the cum
you get aches without the fun.
carve your name into my heart better than a tattoo or a photograph. put your face on a contact lens only i have been to all the places we’ve seen.
lemon in your tea cherry in your sweet spices on your meat you’d be jelly without me.
annieuseyourtelescope:
I’ve never drunk alcohol in my life, despite the rest of the teenage population. I mean yeah I’ve had a glass of champagne and a sip of mum’s beer, but that’s it basically. I honest to god don’t know why I’m….well I’m not against it. I don’t know, but whenever I find out someone drinks I feel disappointed. I guess I’m just looking for someone just like me.
Please, if you...
there have been a lot of times where i tried to make my life more like someone else’s because i thought they were completely satisfied with theirs. and every time i lost a little bit more of my individuality, and realized that their life is far from flawless. from now on i am only going to try to be myself because i think that’s who i’ll be happiest being. and if i was anyone...
